The River Story
You became a part of the river story
The river of my dreams
The river of my past
Drowning me with sorrow
We spent so many nights together
Tense and terse and never comfortable
We faced journey after journey in strife
A darkness about both of our hearts
Until we found not only freedom from ourselves
But from each other
I hated the day
I will always hate the day
5 years into it all this time
Millennia passing in between meetings
I am still in agony
Mostly, I wonder where joy went
I remember when it was sucked away from me
Lost among the thorns of a childhood spent as a lie
It has been a common theme in my life
You ‘just want me to be happy’
But then show me only misery
I beg for freedom
Each passing night
A clarity ringing through my desires
Yet my unquenched thirst remains in your stead